Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Bridge Leader Meeting
hey there..Yesterdae i had my brush-up Bridge Leader meeting from 8.30am till 4.oopm..I was nervous as it had been a long tyme since i met them..Luckily we were group during our Camp tyme instead we were put under our own school..E.g:Mine is scholl of business,School of Engineering..yadayada..There are quite lame activities..Lyke the shoe factory..Gosh..We had 2 throw our left shoe in the middle of the circle in the count of three..Yuckx..Thoseu nbelievable smelly shoes..And Guess? What..I got Hadi's shoe..Of all ppl i had taken his AND by coincidence..He ALSO took My shoes!He wore them..It was embrassing coz i wore my brother's shoe & his feet his damn big..I had 2 wear 3 socks..But it is still huge 4 me..There's this thing..I'm not ill-bearing towards the teacher but i could see that he was quite racist..B4 luch..we went 2 lecture hall 3..We were there 2 be given assignments for the new intake..Then..He had 2 choose 15 students for the business committe..He was totally narrowing all the chinese..They are only 3 malays..I was quite mortified..He only asked the chinese whether wanted 2 be in committee..Morever they got the up&better posting while the malays became Assistant only..Eg:Assistant secretary yada yada..Its Unfair!Where is the racial harmony..He's Biased!Anywae..Yeah..I saw him..Gosh he is soo kiut..gosh..I really stared @ him hard..hehehe..I did not noe if he noticed or not larh..Haiz..The gerl who get him will be lucky..Im juz afraid 2 talk 2 him or msg him..I did not want 2 think i am a desperado..I'M NOT Ok!While in the afternoon..Makcik left me alone..She had 2 go 2 this product training 4 her attachment coming this Mondae..She called me @ nite bout the different kind of bulb..(i can remeber the name..)She think it Sucx..Oklah..coz it is a man's Job But i think she will gain the knowlegde on how 2 change the bulb..which circuit 2 touch..yada yada..Yeah..she left me alone..I made friends with 1 of the gerls..She was quite the talkative And ATTENTION-SEEKER!!!She was hogging all the guys & Ignored me when i asked her some questions..I was damn mad @ her..She was juz lyke a bitch..she juz lyke me..Average looking gerl..Watever!Even my guyfriends were ignoring me..They were talking 2 her all along..I think i vented my anger already..hehehe;)
Jannah ♥
12:52 PM
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Tuesday, November 29, 2005
Keeping In Touch With My Bezfwen..
Yesterdae from 9.00pm-10.45pm..I talked 2 my Bezfwen on the phone..Hahaha..b4 dat in the When i was working she & her family went jln2..Wow..She bought a MP3 eventhough Brandless @least her dad bought her one..I don have any..So jeles of her..Actually I was wrapping up my customer Clothes..I was so engrossed i did not see her in front of me..She suddenly suprised me by calling Makcik!!..Hahaha..so hapi when i saw her..Its been sometimes..She did not come 4 the darma club on fridae..I was all alone..Haiz..I miss some1 i treasure alot..Btw..I was king of bored & it been sometime i talked 2 her..I decided 2 call her..She only returned my call 1 hr l8r..We had so many things 2 catch up..she was the only person dat i trust..She is a star that brighten up my lyfe..She is my motivation,my encourager..All of my deep dark secret she knew ONLY some of it coz i am not ready 2 tell her the others..Anywae..We talked bout the Bitches..About some famili Problem..That's when i Burst my tears & tell her my long secrets..She was kind of stunned & i am thankful that she did not mock @ me or ignore me..Well i did not want 2 make e story complicated..Let juz i go wif the flow..
Jannah ♥
3:04 AM
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Its A mOndae!!!!
hUloo!!Mondae is here!!!So dreadful Dae..Started beginning is Entrepeneur..I came late as usual..We had 2 brainstormed bout the bzness we gonna do..We discussed about doing clothes designing..I came up with the idea 2 make the customer came up wif theor own design..&We the designers will draw 4 them..It took us almost an 1hr 2 come with the idea & organisation..I was "appointed" 2 become the CEO..I was honoured hahaha..Now in WMI Lesson..Haiz..We going 2 use the software..It is so difficult..Oh..I hope that i can make it..Well Gonna concentrate on Lesson..Cya soon..P.S:tml i have BL 1 dae camp..Meeting them!!
Jannah ♥
2:31 AM
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Saturday, November 26, 2005
its Fridae!
so fast it is already a fridae..
Now in my FDM class..
Juz now went 2 skewl wif Makcik..
She went off w/o me..Luckily she called me 2 ask my whereabout..
If not i might going 2 skewl alone again..
Yah..l8r have Drama class..BUT Asha will not be there..
Im soo Sad..Lone-Ranger..
I have made some friends but Shy larh..hehehe..
Tml weekends going work Morning Shift..HAIZ..
Can't wait 2 watch Muzika Extravanganza!!
Khairul Anwar!!
Jannah ♥
1:09 AM
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Friday, November 25, 2005
Pizza Hut Delivery..
62353535 pizza hut delivery..When 2 have Lunch with Makcik..@ Pizza Hut..She oso indecisive sey..Nak makan KFC Larh..LJS larh..At Last Makan @ Piza HUT Bedok..Hhahaah..U should see her face..punyalah JakUn..She donnoe where 2 take the soup..4gotten how 2 use the utensils..I ordered Chicken Royale Baked Pasta While She order Chicken Supreme..Yummy yum yum..So tantaliszing..The most irritating part that i dont enjoy is that their service SUX!Please wait while waiting 4 the table..yah..we wait..then dis guy came & he did not show the seat eventhough he welcomed us with a smile& a joke..So we were kind of confused where we should be seated.. Then this waitress..Gjo(i can't spell the name..dis is how it sounds..)Quite the early 50s type..Her service was bleah..She was kind of did not know the ingredient of the food well when i asked her..She kept saying.."wait..let me have a look"umpteen times..I & Makcik rolled our eyes..She took 15mins 2 take our order..OhGosh..The food also late..We tried not 2 be petty larh..But they really wanna make us walked away w/o paying any cents..That is also 1 of our jokes..Hahaha..Then we kept sprinkling way too many cheese on our food..I think this will be our last get-2gether..Coz she starting her attachment soon..We planned 2 eat @ seoulgarden 1 dae..& watch movie 2gether in the next month..Gerl..I had fun..Patutnye kita lari kluar aje dari situ..hahahahah
Jannah ♥
10:28 AM
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Beauty is in the eye of the beholder..
Beauty will get u anything u desire..Yesterdae i had a g00d talk with one of my gerlfriends..She is the prettiest among my group..We were actually talking about her problems with some Guys When the discussion took a turn & we were talking about confidence..This Topic was a bit hard 4 me But i noe all the Facts behind it & the hyprocitisim bout it..I wasn't born beautiful..I wasn't born skinny..I juz a chubby gerl wanting the society 2 accept those BIG gerls lyke me..I knew that living in A country where surrounded with size 4 people is torturing..Strangers will kept staring @ ur Cellilute-ridden thighs OR ur humongous Arms..The Guys will call u names..The girls will start gossiping about u..It is totally hurting..!!!These are the people who Produced Aneroxia&Bulimia..Those comment also can lead 2 SUICIDE!!!..Psychology & emotionally exhausted!Sometimes..I juz wanna 2 ignore it..Alas this People juz wanna make ur lyfe HARDER!!
Jannah ♥
5:52 AM
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I hate Changes!!
People says that Changes is Good..BUt actually it's not..Well...Here how it goes..Last Mondae..I&Makcik went Jln2 @ TM..We walked mcm takde arah tujuan..After which..I don't expected to see what i wanna see..(hUH??)We were in the Toilet @ Century Square(Exclusively hers)sitting around chatting..My feet hurts alot after those long walks..When i glanced around 2 gerls walking in..saw the both of us sitting on the provided couch they were lyked making faces when i turned my face & looked @ them..I was quite stunned..I met 2 of my God-sisters Ria&Shad..They were king of suprised also..They were kind of hesistant whether wanted 2 say Hi 2 me OR nOt..I juz kept staring them as it had been almost 1 year i saw eversince i graduated..Shad was the one who broke the ice..coming 2 me & shake my hand..I smiled @ her & asked her how has she been..Ria went next but no words were exchange between us..I knew it was akward..I really felt sad meeting..I was reminicing the times when we all hang-out@ Ria's house..That tyme..She was juz lyke a little gerl..sweet&adorable..Not those lyke Minah2 kind..How Time has change the both of them..They were all-grown up & also ACTing lyke grown-ups..seeing them how they dressed so provocatively..Ria's with her top&miniskirt while Shad was wearing a tanktop&Hipster pants..They were too sexy for thie age..They were'nt the god-sister that i knew 2 years ago..Ria didn't talk 2 me while Shad went in the loo..She was standing 3 basins away from me..But from the corner of my eyes i could see that She was giving me glances..I was also sitting they not quite talking 2 Makcik..I was thinking how drastic their change is..I still remember CT's&Liy's comment when they saw Ria the other tyme..She was so Arrogant..She did not smile at them @ all..Pretending they did not exist eventhough they were walking past her..They were quite pissed of with her attitude&her apperances..Well..now i noe wat they meant..After Ria&Shad touched up..They shook hand with me..Since saw them walking in font of me..I felt lyke i was in a dream..Shad asked me whether i still stay in contact with the others..I answered by nodding bcoz i was amazed how her face changes..Ria is already a gone-case 2 me she juz kept quiet..I knew that i was the only one who kept memories of our get-2gether..I HATE CHANGES!!My 2 sisters were not the same person EVERAGAIN..!!They left without looking back..I sat there mummed..
Jannah ♥
5:39 AM
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Wednesday, November 23, 2005
2nd dae StrESS
Now in school Library has been waiting her 1hour ago..u ask why???My friends except 4 HuiYun..are waiting waiting 4 our ELECTIVES PERIOD!!!ArrrGGGHHHH!!!!!!It started at 3pm..I end our last lesson early of 45mins..So i have 2 wait a FuCking 1HR45MIN ALONE!!!Not that im not used of being a Lone Ranger BUT I can't take it..This is the 2nd dae of skewl..I felt quite sad..reluctant 2 go 2 skewl..Yah..noeing Makcik i had been a very relax person instead of those grouchy-stared @ me type..She is a person who b rings sunshine 2 ur lyfe..Eventhough She is Lame..Talkative..Her enthusiastic vibe..Make me a more optimistic person..She lyke 2 joke around & being irritating..I'm going 2 miss her lots..She going for her attachment in 5th December..AND still eversince start new term..Her lesson start late&end early..Like 2 dae she went home @ 12PM!!!!..I did not went 2 school with her in the morning..Haiz..No more optimistic person again..Aniwae..Back 2 skewl..I HATE our New Timetable..The pathetic dae is on Thursdae 2hour of lesson starts at 11am ending 1pm..AiiYooh..Lesson had started so mundane..I think I've got the WRONG course totally discouraging..Its for THE MEN STUFF..Shipping..Water..Airplanes..Yadayadayada..Then went 2 our prctical room.."THe Warehouse"..Hahaha..quite hilarious..So many Machinery..Im afraid that I might get injured..ALLAH help me..There are..Forklift..Pallet..(I can't remember the others..hahhaha)Interesting..
Jannah ♥
6:31 AM
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Tuesday, November 22, 2005
School Restart!!!
Hola!Yeah..school restart todae..Slacking..Nervous..Afraid..Not much we do 2dae..We got new form teacher in who will replace Mdm Cheng in December coz she is going for some courses..I can't remember HIS name..His juz average-looking but if he GROW taller he will get a lot of female student swooning after him..(haha..u noe wat i mean..)Yeah..btw i got into my chosen electives..ENTREPENEURSHIP..I'm the only one in my friends who get this ourse while the rest get BUSINESS STATISTIC..Xcept HuiYun&FelVira..Haiz..In the course my other classmate is Izz,Dila,Sue,Ahmad,Hakim,Wan,Fitri..I'm all Alone..I'm Afraid dat if i go with them..they will think that i ...(u understandlah..)Yah..Aniwae Makcik alwaes wanna me 2 wait 4 her so we can go 2 school 2gether but she's unfair..(l8r u noe wat i mean..)I was having headache after waiting 4 her almost 1hr..i decide 2 chow..leave her alone..I pretended itook a taxi but i did not i was at the Bedok Interchange when she called me..(Sorrie..gerl if u feel hurt by this comment..)
Jannah ♥
1:28 PM
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Sunday, November 20, 2005
Volunterrism
Heya..I juz got back from Expo..I volunteer 2 be An Usher 4 the dae..Hahahah..it was a messed actually 2 many people..2 little time 2 give instruction..disorganised..The host is ADIRAHMAN&SHEIKHIBRAHIM..from 94.2fm Warna..It was quite entertaining..Btw..THis EXPO is all about malay-muslim committee&clubs..2 give insight 2 the malay-muslim people..about education..Financial help..Employment etc..I actually did not tour much..I was quite shy 2 be soloist...heheheBut i do have some fun..Our class the "semangat"of volunterrism falls only the 4 of Us..ME..SUE..DILA&IZZ..We even enrol ourself in 4PM..(4 the tyme being can't explain 2 u bout it..}Btw..I couldn't watch..KHAIRUL ANWAR!!perform with the rest of Anugerah Finalist..AAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH..Fed-up!Totally star-karat..I noe lah u a star already but must u come late??The show suppose 2 start @ 2pm but postpone 2 3pm..Haiz..I went home already..It was quite an experience..For sometime already i ahd been thinking 2 join any of youth club..Luckily I went 4 this CIP..It is my calling..
Jannah ♥
8:42 AM
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dRAma Club
drama cLUB yesterdae was hilarious..I was laughing my shit of..Well..Btw last week we never come 4 our drama club..& there is alot of changes..Asha wasn't the selected understudy of SAM anyMORE..(I noe she was dissappointed but she juz kept mummed bout it..)Sarge wasn't for ARQAM..instead he went for Jimmy..The storyline also had been change..It is 2 more 2 the kampung area..And it has some Malay Language in it..What I got 2 noe is that..Last Week many abseentees & latecomers..Btw..The "Guilty-Ones" are those chosen 4 Lead Roles..I guess MrG stressed punctuality is important..So..I believe some of them took advantage of it..& decided 2 try 4 audition..Watever it is..I took make-up&costume my favourite..
Jannah ♥
8:32 AM
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Friday, November 18, 2005
Exam Results OUT!!
Well..eXam result is Out..Haiz..My GPA 3.000..How bad can it be??I got all Bs for my All 3 subject..I studied burning the midnight oil..It was disheartening..I can't believe i can get this result..I was hoping 4 a 2 As..Well..What 2 do..Another semester 2 go..I have 2 aim it..I want 2 get the bursary as well as doing my best..& proceed 2 Polytecnic...
Jannah ♥
1:30 PM
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The ExorcISM of EMilyRose
Hiehiehiehiehiehiehie!!!When 2 watch..EMilyRose on Wednesdae with my Sisters @ GV Tamp..Gosh..It wasn't as boring as Shalyn said or Scary as Asha said..It was quite intriguing watching the movie..The most scene-watching was the part where The Priest Tried 2 exorcise her 2gether wif her dad,Guyfriend&her family Doctor.It was totally nerve-wrecking..With all the screaming..Shouting..Face Contorting..It juz bring back memories..I know how's the feeling of being Exorcise..the feeling of "the thing"living inside ur body..Yes..U are normal as the next person BUT during the times when it attack u..It can be..It is undescrible..I have my own personal story 2 tell..But i felt that people will misjudged me..I might as well kept it inside..For the benefit of others..I will share my story 2 u..In a few weeks tyme..When,I am ready..
Jannah ♥
8:15 AM
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Monday, November 14, 2005
Missing U guys GVSS
Selamat hari raya!!Berjalan ramai2 bersama sanak-saudara..& Sahabat-handai semua..!!!Heheh..I went jln raya with my Closest Mate of Secondary School..This year we went starting @ Wan's house..We all meet there & someone so entusiastic wanna start the outing by3.30pm BUt he himself came late..We were so delirious coz the last tyme we met was during the 'O' lvl result in late Febuary..some of the even couldn't make during the Teachers Day Celebration..I rounded up Ct,Liy,Asha,Jue,Shahirah,MAmat,Irfan,faizil&Khairul..But tension grew up in the middle of the outing coz some of them are not happy wif the arrangement..I was the planner for all this 4 years of Hari Raya Outing..But they don wanna 2 listen..I was quite pissed off..This Year JLN RAYA is not as HAPPENING as those past years..I think it is becoz some of us is in Poly..2 in NAFA while the rest is in ITE..so the timetable is not fixed as in GVSS..Now some of them school semester has started..Yah..some houses we went those long 4 years..we did not visit it..IT is my gd Friend SHERA..i was quite upset as the guys prefer going 2 Irfan's house..What 2 do..??I juz followed..SHERA was upset 2..We couldnt finish the outing on Fridae so we continue it on Saturdae..We went 2 FArhan's house..My long time admirer which i had a crush on for 2 years..His dad juz passed away 1 month b4 Ramadhan..It was sad..But his house is happening..Hehe & he is cute as ever..BTW..Hangbaos I Received was not much i collected $30 during our visit..HAiz..dah tua kan..Hahha..i was used receiving more than $150..But wat 2 do..??Next tyme it will be my turn 2 give 2 the litle rascal..hahaha
Jannah ♥
4:21 PM
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Sunday, November 13, 2005
He's Married
Haiz..Im so glad i ditched him..If u wanna noe..He is Yus..A man i met during 1 of my wrong delivery messages..I made friends juz 3 daes ago..He is Mundane..He is so Bleahhhh...HAhahah..sorry 2 make fun of him..Even if u will find him boring 2 talk 2..The 1st nite we talked all about him..all the way i was interviewing him..He was watching movies..Guess what??He watched The Battle of Independence between 2 countries..He was so detailed that i find it irritating..God...I quickly asked 2 get away..While in the afternoon next day..He message me again..Yah..we talked about our day..at least I did not have 2 interview him..Aiyaahhh..He was secretive about his profile BUT he kept asking mine..Weirdo!So told him..kept pestering me..But is not as detail lah..At Night i Messaged him..We chatted a bit..Again he was watching Movie..He watched JAMES BOND..ouh..I was hysterical..I guess this guy is an old man..I only watch Pierce Brosnan On "Die Another Day"With Halle Berry..Then he hit the key point by telling me Tommorow he will went 2 his colleague wedding dinner..So this is my cahnce 2 interogate him whether he is married..U noe the answer...HE IS MARRIED WITH A 8-YEAR OLD SON!!I was horrified..How dare he kept his status a secret..I f he truly a man..he should tell me..I juz broke our "friendship" there & that..I told him That i do mind he is married coz it will be very awkward..I also told him this will be my last message..Quickly i off y hp..& went 2 sleep..But he wants me 2 be open-minded..We are friends only not more than that..I ignored him..&thats THE END of him..I noe but im juz afraid..He is CONFIRM old man..YUCKS!!
Jannah ♥
3:55 PM
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Thursday, November 10, 2005
Prankster BEWARE!!!
It is so embarrassing..I felt lyke hiding inside my house 4ever..It was Tuesday nite..I juz went back from work..as usual it was isolated walking back 2 my blk..Anywae upon arriving my house..There is a wall at side..written in red & i dont dare 2 look nor glances @ it..I quickly pressed the bell..I was so damn afraid dat some1 or something might pounced on me..But hell my family did not open the door as quickly as they used 2 whenever i came back @ nite..I knocked on the wooden hardened door as loud as i might..I felt lyke i been waiting there eons..When suddenly the door opened..My 2 younger sisters quicly drew me in..I was puzzled..All this while they nvr locked the gate only @ nite when we want 2 go 2 bed.Then they babbled 2 me the whole story..At the ground near the section where our house is there a huge wall and beside our door also written on it is "O$P$ #10-1164 love Tiffany"..There is also 1 in teh lift.."HANG TO DEATH"My eyes nearly bulged out when they told me..Why they do this 2 us?I was thinking wheteher this is the job of the "ahLong" OR "Pranksters"I knew my family..no matter the financial difficulties we went through we will never borrowed $$$ from illegal money-lenders..I was quite baffled & angry WHY DO PEOPLE HATE US SO MUCH??WHat we DO??Sometime I juz dont understand why our family so jinxed??Problem after problem arise..ITS UNFAIR!!.Even the Police cant help us..They ruled out the "ahlong" Thingy..They said it is the work of STUPID COWARD hooligans..But they dont do their work 2 investigate..Is This The Job of The police???
Jannah ♥
3:27 AM
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Saturday, November 05, 2005
growing FAT again!!
arrrrgghhh!!!!I had over-indulging myself in HARI rAYA& tODAE!!I ate alot..From kuih cornflakes to Kuih bangkit..From kek lapis.. to kek Kukus..HELP!!!!!Im killing myself..It is such a social-suicide..HOW AM I GONNA LOSE WEIGHT??!I can't control myself..That's my weaknesses..Don't ask me why...I totally eat & eat..I can't stop..Now..Im feeling lyke eating again!!Ouh..what should I do..I lost lyke 5kgs..I weight myself yesterday..Even my parent jokingly said dat the weighing scale is spoilt..They also could not believe it..Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!How am i going 2 motivate&encourage myself???Please Allah..help me...I don wanna my hard werk in fasting month goes down the drain..I really wanna drop 1 size smaller..Self-talk Jana..Talk 2 urself..C'mon I noe u can do it..U are a Determine gerl..I believe in u..Jana..I noe u can lose those flaps..c'mon..don u wanna reward urself by wearing a XL clothing..??I noe u can do it..
Jannah ♥
9:42 AM
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Camat Hari raya!!!!!!
assalammualaikum wr wb..Yesterdae..1 syawal..But i did not feel lyke i am celebrating Hari raya @ all..It was lyke a normal feeling everydae..Is it bcoz i am 18??I am no kid anymore..?Yah..lah..usually the kids are those who are running around..cant wait 4 green packets 2 be given 2 them..When 2 my 3rd uncles place at Yishun..so damn far away..Met my cuzzies..Uncles&Aunties..Little Rascal..The feeling isnt there anymore..Honey..It was juz "hello","come eat"..yada yada yada..I really miss those years..My family gathering had been a memory 2 treasure..I think we grow apart coz now my cuzzies&I had grown up..We all in late teens&mid 20s..even grandma felt it is difficult 2 have a conversation wif us..All along the visit..My Gerlies all sat inside my cuzzy room..We had a gerl-talk..planning going 2 JB 2gether..In the morning..where we asked 4 forgiveness..Someting unexpected has happened..
My mom..hugged & kissed us..after we asked 4 forgiveness..
I was quite suprised coz dis is the 1st tyme..My mum did dis 2 us..
Since..we enter teenagehood..My siblings never had any contacts wif my mom..
Yesterdae i felt the love 4 the 1st time..
I noe its hard 4 a mother..2 have an interaction we her teenage daughter&son..
I'm thankful4 that..I love u MOM..
Kepad sesiapa yang mengenali Jana..
Inginku menyusun 10 jari memohon ampun&maaf..
Terkasar Bahasa ataupun menyakiti perassan sesiapa..
Halalkan makan&Minumku ini..
Jannah ♥
9:21 AM
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